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Tak kisah berapa jauh dari rumah, Tak kisah berapa jauh dari keluarga, Tak kisah apa yang di makan, Tak kisah timezone yang berlainan, Tak kisah dengan siapa kita berkerja, Tak kisah berapa lama kita berkerja, Tak kisah bila tidur tak cukup , Tak kisah berapa banyak gaji yang diterima, Tak kisah walaupun semua orang lupa, Tak kisah walaupun ini bukan yang di rancang, yang penting,
Tuhan saya paling dekat dalam hati,
My only strength.

Syed Zayed Mosque, Abu Dhabi, Nov' 2010

Kebab Kabab

As much as I am enjoying my time here, I miss home.

I miss roti canai.

nyieet

I am back to school, ho yeahh ho yeahh

Too many things to say, Too little time to spend,
But it's still there. Not moving, even an inch.

Sesuatu yg Indah, Itu

Siapalah kita untuk persoalkan takdir,

Untuk menguraikan kekusutan, cari dahulu pangkalnya, fikirkan juga hujungnya.

Siapalah kita untuk menghukum,

Berhenti, dan toleh belakang, mungkin kita yang perlu di hukum.

Siapalah kita untuk bercakap,

Bercakap ikut hati mati, bercakap ikut rasa binasa.

Explore lah diri masing masing. Masih belum terlambat.

Mari ke Tronoh!

I am not sure whether it was some sort of sign or what,
But yesterday, I was listening to my ipod which I havent been listening to since I got here, and suddenly out of no where, UTP's song came out. Yeah the one yang 'luas nya samudera dalam nya bumi...'
sumpahhhh, tak pernah ada lagu ni dalam playlist sepanjang 4years in UTP. siapa prank huhhh
but suprisingly I listened & sing along untill the song finished (siap buat harmony okay)
Rindu UTP rupanya.

Friends. Lets grab our scroll this weekend!

=)

Relai kasih ingin di manja

Yesterday, I spent the whole time doing work at the office.

Comment 1 : You looked different with no coverall, and those PPE stuffs.

Comment 2 : Hey u looked nicer outside that orange thingy!

I thought all this while I managed to pull it off!

Rupa rupa nya saya tidak handsome in full PPE. kecewa gila!

Konflik Cornflakes

To convince other people is easy.

To convince yourself, is unpleasantly difficult.

Kerja Kerja Kerja

Perth is amazing.

The weather, the people, the buildings, the riverside, the street malls sangat best!

tak percaya?

But I am here to work so yezzaaa bersedia lah untuk comot2 patah tulang di warehouse.

and yeah, you'll be in my heart always :)

Kalau sampai di Miri (lagi)...

Jangan lupa makan ini semua :

Mee Kolok Ngap Sayot
Laksa Sarawak
Roti John Sam (or I declared it tersedap di dunia :D)
Cake Lapis pelbagai jenis, tapi the best is the one mix with Cadburry chocolate. Vely nice I tell youu!

& banyak lagi yang tidak sempat di ngap!

Hello Miri Bye Miri :D

Laksa Johor anyone?

Tonight MakLang's family, atok and few relatives are coming over for makan makan raya at my house. As usual,Mama kalut.

At 4.20pm, over the phone :

Mama : Kakak, dekat office lagi ker?
Me : Yeah, kenapa?
Mama : Tolong Mama beli barang dekat kedai.
Me: Oh apa dia? ( My imagination starts immediately : Ais? Cordial? paper plate? )
Mama : Belikan 2 senduk besar, 2 senduk kecil , kain lap pinggan & span
Me : Okay okay *Kerut dahi*

Adoi FAIL laaah maa! agak agak lah nak suruh beli dapur utensils, nasib tak suruh beli kuali! Hahaha! :D

Okay. now, where to find all these stuff?

Terganggu kah saya?

Too many things to think about at one time. serabut

Di rumah, di tempat kerja, di luar sana, di luar sini.

Tapi saya berjanji, saya akan buat yang terbaik, ,untuk diri sendiri dan untuk semua.

Hoping for the best!

Senyum sikiiiiit. :)

Saya pencinta KFC

KFC advertisement in Lrt trains always caught my attention.
This morning,in the train, just when I'm about to close my eyes (kerana maha-ngantuk), saya terpandang sesuatu.

Rasanya seperti,
ada jutawan mahu anda mewarisi hartanya dan berkahwin dengan anaknya, supermodel terkenal. Hari ini juga!

Comel & catchy kan this advert? :D Jom breakfast kfc nanti, jom jom!

Hari ke-7 lagi

Hari ke-7 bulan lepas, saya sedikit terganggu.

Hari ke-7 bulan ini, saya lebih sedikit terganggu.

Kenapa?

Sebab saya sahut cabaran. :)

Selamat berpuasa & berbuka.

Just when I am about to fall in love with Miri..

I was relocated back to KL yesterday. Yeah, boo me as many as you want. HEHE ;D

Hye Miri, nak berkenalan boleh?

The most interesting person to talk to is the one who talks to you.

Hellow Ern Hellow

When you are thousand miles(thousand ke?) away from home, even littlest tiny things can end up as big issues.

Seperti :

1) Couldn't accept the fact that, tiada Gardenia di bumi kenyalang ini. Nak juga Gardenia!

Padahal ada banyak je home-made bread dekat bakery.Pilih ja yang mana idaman kalbu.

2) There are no Seri Muka yang sedap, Karipap yang sedap, Satay yang sedap. Takde seleralah nak berbuka macam ni.
Padahal bila di KL or UTP, sama juga.Still, kau melahap bagai nak gila Ern.

3) Baru third day puasa, hypermarket ni dah pasang lagu raya? Apehal wehhh :(

Padahal biasa lah tu, memang orang pasang lagu raya di bulan puasa. Takkan nak pasang masa Christmas Eve.

4) Kenapa CLEO mahal gila rm8? Kalau dekat KL rm5.60. Ish

Padahal, bukan selalu beli pun. Pinjam baca orang punya je selalu. Apa masalah kau Ern??

5) Serunding dah habis. :( :(

Padahal, hurms okay ini memang sedih!

6) Takde guitar.Bohsan! Mahu beli!!!!

Padahal, bila ada, bukan nya nak main pun. Suruh orang main je tahu. Plus, tak sedap pun kau main so shut up you Ern!

Conclusion : Tak nak pakai heels pergi ofis dah, hampir tergolek di tangga tadi. ngeh.

Pesanan untuk diri sendiri (dan juga orang orang lain)

I think, I should stop now.

Tapi , nak jalan terus. Tapi, itukan salah, a big NO.

When the light turns to red, you better stop. Or else, you might end up hurting other people, someone you love, so badly or worst, yourself.

So when it is time to stop, you better stop. Regardless how tempting the thoughts of keep going.

Tapi, mampukah?

p/s : Drive carefully ya semua.Berhenti di lampu isyarat merah. peace (-_-)

Jangan asyik sengih sengih boleh tak? ;D

When things go wrong (or a bit insane) , just remind yourself to be calm and think wisely. :)

p/s : Hari ini saya belajar few words in Sarawak :

sitok (sini), sinun(situ), sungkei (berbuka), burit (punggung), teh peng (teh ais),kachak(cantik), nyaman (sedap)
I hope I get them all right. ;D

Ha ye ar tu!

Suka di kala malam termimipi-mimpi
Rindu di kala siang mencari-cari
Kasih sebenar tidak bertukar tidak sebentar
walau dipisah lautan direnangi gelora

Dan kadangkala hanyut bagaikan buah ara
malu sering bersua tapi jarang bersuara
Kenapa bercinta jika kesudahannya pasrah
Kerana bila dilamun indahnya tidak terkata

p/s : This has been one of Nun's favorite. Sebab tu saya selalu panggil dia sayur. :)

mo tol tille ranna

Virtuoso is just not simply a music band.

Tengok tu, lelaki lelaki kacak & perempuan perempuan cantik,

They lightened up my days in every way,

They made me realized how capable I am to love and care about so many people.

Mereka yang membuat semuanya jadi indah,

And with that, I would like to thank each & everyone of you for your endless love & support and I hope you will continue your support and Stand By Me. :)

(dum dum, dum dum dum,dum, insert bass intro of Stand by Me here)

Stand by me?

You raise me up...

F# A#

Uuuupppppppp....

F

Stand on mountains,

A#

Uuuuuupppppp....

F

Stormy seas,

F# A#

I'm stroonnngg......

F

Huuuuuuu,

A#

Aaaaaaaaaaaaa....

This is what keep playing in my head, the harmony part that we need to strike accurately. (kalau tak kena patuk)

:)

Time is really running out.

Ececeh betul

I used to be so exited about stepping in into another section of my life - working phase

but now everything seems uncertain. To let go is one damn difficult thing, to tell yourself what you really want is another thing.

ikut hati? ikut perasaan? ikut logik akal?

you decide. ( jangan diikutkan sangat perasaan itu :) )

sungguh-sungguh

At this moment,

I just want to be at home.

hari ke-7

Kadang-kadang,

hidup ini gila, tak masuk akal, menyakitkan.

dari sekolah rendah, sekolah menengah sampai sudah grad,

orang kata saya tak kuat, manja.

tapi saya kenal diri sendiri, I am very strong inside.

Ingat tu.

Nasi kunyit, Gulai Ayam

One important thing I would like to shout out loud :

Fun is not free!
Everything always comes down to money. Even the little tiniest thing.

****
So many things happened within a month.
So many decisions have been made, discovered so many things about myself and other people.On top of that, I had the chance to embraced myself with the beauty of Jakarta&Bandung.

Despite all of these, the most exiting thing I am looking forward to is the next big project for Virtuoso in Tapestry of Colours. A concert in Dewan Filharmonik Petronas. This is what I have been waiting my whole life & I would never want to miss it before entering the working world soon.

More info on this

Hence, this whole July I'll be in UTP for practice and training sessions. Spending my time with band mates terchenta. So wish me luck ! :)

Now, I am glad it is June

Semalam saya SANGAT HAPPY.

Sebab bestfriend saya,

Came all the way from Subang to pick me up from home,

And drove me to KL,

We had fun! after so long!

I love you SITI NADIA! :)

Its June

Some people just don't get it.

• I live in HULU LANGAT,CHERAS. (try googlemap it and you will find nothing but pokok pokok and one long road).
• I have no car on my own. It is very difficult for me to move around, unlike you.
• To get to the nearest train station, I need to exit the Cheras-Kajang highway, pay rm1 for the toll, enter another highway, and ta-raaa! Bandar Tasik Selatan station.
• My life fully rely (100% ) on my rm500/month Petronas allowances. And because of this, I don't shop much like you guys.
• I pay my own phone bills & broadband bills with that allowance as well. So now do you understand when I say I am short of cash to hang out, means I REALLY don't have $$ ?

So, I am happy to see everyone is enjoying their life to the fullest, having all the access to do anything, anytime without hesitation. you can lepak, makan , minum, shop wherever you want. you have the FREEDOM.

And if you think you are at the lowest point in your life, or if you think you own the most miserable life compared to others, obviously you are wrong dear. There are people who apparently live their life the hard way, harder than your's, you couldn't even imagine the pain and how they struggle to survive.You don't have to see this on National Geographic or elsewhere, just look around, buka mata.

** Try living far away from your family with only rm10 in the wallet, with zero in your account and without knowing when the next cash is coming in, then you'll understand what life is all about.

Oh oh mahu yang chocolate tu boleh?

This post might be a little delayed, but just realized that today is the

WORLD MILK DAY ! Check this out

So, HAPPY WORLD MILK DAY EVERYBODY !

Sila minum susu untuk body yang hot seperti ini :)

Sasame Street

Sasame street used to be my favourite television program. And almost everyone usually relates my name with one of the characters Ernie ,



Though I don't have any problem with that, it annoys me sometimes.

Sesungguhnya saya, ERNIE NURAZERA tiada kaitan kekeluargaan, kenalan , atau apa sahaja dengan ERNIE SASAME STREET

But don't you think Bert looks like Pes? Haha. Okay, purely my illusion.

Itu Ini Macam Macam

Growing up with four little sisters is not an easy thing.There were times where I swore, I would never want any daughters in future, I rather have all sons.A respectful salute to mama & papa for doing such a wonderful job.

Antara perkara/situations encounter when you have 85% (6/7) ladies in your house :

1) Bila bercakap- bebel, marah- bebel, suka-bebel, annoyed-bebel, tengah masak- bebel

2) Brothers ( setahu saya ) kalau bergaduh, akan bertumbuk dengan senyap. Sisters ( saya punya lah) membebel dulu ( plus with some annoying bitchy statements ) ,gaduh mulut, blablabla...masuk bilik, hempas pintu.

3) Baju kurung berlambak2. especially kalau semua sama size. Since we are all girls, auntie2 akan aim kami kalau mereka nak get rid of their baju kurungs.

4) That leads me to the next point - each of us perlu kan few almari yang BESAR.papa, please?

5) Perception orang selalunya

" Eh eh, untung lah Ira (mama) ada ramai anak dara, dah besar besar semua. boleh tolong tolong kat rumah "

Yes memang one of the advantage ada daughters yang ramai, kerja2 rumah akan di divide and ikut rotation ( eg sorang basuh pinggan, kemas rumah, basuh baju + lipat baju , angkat baju + lipat baju etc) tapi kami bangun 1 pm ke atas semua. Tak guna divide task kan? Yes ini adalah confession, sila jangan meminang any of us.

6) Tiada orang akan teman papa tengok bola, basuh kereta & midnight teh tarik session. Kami selalu akan busy dengan agenda (perempuan) masing2.

7) Syampoo and pads are the most important (critical) things yang diperlukan setiap bulan. Sebab banyak songeh and requirements, mama akan beli yang general semua boleh pakai (eg Syampoo Pantene Complete for All types of Hair )

8) TAPI, eventhough we are all girls, we still help around untuk kerja2 berat & ganas seperti cat satu rumah, panjat atap betulkan aerial tv, cangkul rumput2 mati, angkat furniture, panjat memanjat untuk mengambil barang.

9) Almost all the time, we feel awkward with men in the house except for papa. Bila ada lelaki( tak kira usia), selalunya semua akan disperse masuk dalam bilik masing2 or any part of the house. malu agak nya.

10) 'Gossip session'.yeah we gossip a lot, all the time. :D dengan mama2 sekali.YEAH. bukan mengumpat ye. Since semua perempuan, topic perbualan selalunya, masalah2 dengan kaum lelaki.Mama adalah kaunselor terbaik, segala yang kami inform personally dia akan simpan as P&C.










p/s : the two girls and a boy who look like mat salleh, they're my beloved very very close cousins :D

p/s/s : Though its not an easy thing, I am most grateful for having them. I would never want to exchange them with brothers.:D :D

Academia

Guess what? I had my last paper yesterday in Chanselor Hall! my FREAKING last paper, as in my Final Last paper people!

Alahai, saya sedih + happy + ngantuk + barai and semestinya mahu Salmah Dance(tapi tiada geng). Only god knows what the future holds.

One thing for sure, I'll be far away from everything, as usual.Hopefully I am strong enough for that. Meanwhile, half- MERDEKA !! ( sebab tak habis FYP presentation lagi )



p/s : Best ke slept for 12 hours after that? :D

Electric Bird

Yang perit dahulu dahulu, jangan di ingat.


Pandang depan, move forward :D

Euleh

My remaining days in UTP are mainly because of this :






My last final paper will be in- Chanselor Hall??? The buzzzzzz :D

Saya Sihat, Terima Kasih!

Best ke suruh boyfriend hantar naik train pergi KLcentral pukol 5 pagi?

and

Best ke sampai UTP from KL pukul 5pm hari yang sama?


Mesti lah BEST!

April-ious

The magic worked that night. (like it always does, all the time)
It took me almost two weeks to really accept the fact that everything has come to an end.
Haih, macam mana nak cari orang lain macam kamu kamu semua?

INA

Dear Amalina Bastamam,

Happy 23rd Birthday!

Praying that your day is as special as you are.

Stay sexy babeeeeh!

Muah muah!

Siapa Salmah?

Thank you god for,

Meeting me up with all these talented and wonderful people (you know who you are),

Giving me the strength to do things I would never imagine I am capable of doing,

Helping me to really get to know and discover myself,

For the past two days, I broke the wall I used to and always have for myself and let go, and it feels fucking damn good, pergi kau segala academic-agenda

For those who came and support,

Terima Kasih daun keladi, Nanti finals tengok lagi. :)

For those who could not make it,

Its okay. I know you were doing your telepathy-support from far (or Litar Sepang) :D





Mereka, I love. :)

Chocolate please!

Yesterday was one heck of a boring day.

Prelims is just 6-days to go. And I know I'll be spending a LOT of time in the studio.

With FYP progress report due in two weeks, PDP equipment design ( yang aku tak sentuh langsung lagi!), PDP group report & FYP poster presentation.

Yes. I can do this! I can do this!

Baby Elephant

My mid semester break ended too fast for me. It was not even a holiday break, just an extra of two days off.Thanks to the two tests I had just now.
Though it was not the best holiday ever, I managed to go for an outing session at the zoo.

Night Safari in Zoo Taiping! Aha! =)

It was a fun trip : The sunset was freaking gorgeous, the magga i bought at Bukit Gantang R&R was super sweet, we had the best Mee Udang ever! , the animals were amazing, and we witnessed two shooting stars after one another that night!

Goodnight.
Mimpi yang indah-indah.

Selalu Merungut

dan complain, duit tak cukup, duit itu duit ini.

tapi kita selalu tidak sedar yang,

rezeki itu datang dalam pelbagai bentuk.

Jadi, buka mata dan lihat sekeliling.

and be thankful.

Love is like magic and it always will be

I miss ini budak

Let me sing among those stars

Jika kau tanya pada rembulan,
Mengapa cahya berseri-seri,
Nanti jawabnya kepadamu,
Kerna dikau cinta padaku.

If my sky should fall, Would you even call ?

Well I went for CA class today. *clap clap*

Cultural Anthropology is definitely one of my favorite subject this semester. Two hours of class felt like few minutes. Here are some info that I managed to inhaled and would like to share, =) :

1) In French, the word 'race' is prohibited, they use 'ethnic' instead.
2) An Indian classical dancer is neither a man nor a woman while dancing.
3) Nepal high court approved same sex marriage recently ( i think it was last year). Bare in mind that Nepal is among the poorest and least developed countries in the world, with almost one-third of its population living below the poverty line.
4) When a white married a black, the son/daughter becomes a black.
5) Okay this is something I never knew. Tiger Wood's mom is a Thai.
6) We frequently used fingers sign: A circle made with the index finger and thumb, with the three remaining fingers up as “OK” However , to an Italian, its like giving them the equivalent of the middle finger!

Okay. I hope I got all correctly. Mind you, I was talking to Pes and Ivan while listening to the lecturer as well. =)

Oh really?

One thing people should know is,

CHEMICAL ENGINEERS ARE NOT CHEMIST.

So do not expect us to know the details about all the chemical names, or the chemical structures or chemical reactions or organic groups etc etc

OK?

Yes.when I look in your eyes, I can feel butterflies.

Two days ago, I just found out that : Usually, whenever a butterfly enters a room, it will die soon.

I saw a white butterfly flew through my window few minutes ago and I wonder what will happen after this ? is it really going to die?

Please don't.

Connections

So what the hell is going on with UTP's internet connection?

why do I have to change settings, proxy,port numbers and blah blah so many times??

And this freaking Maxis service, its so annoying when I have to repeat 'boleh dgr tak? hellooo?' everytime I am on the phone.

All of these connection and phone service problems are REALLY getting on my nerves.

Day one!

So this will be my final ( hopefully) semester. I've been here for almost four years already.

Hopefully this semester will turn out better compared to last semester.
Hopefully, i'll enjoy to the fullest my last few months here with all my loved ones.

p/s: We had the best mee bandung just now, somewhere near Clearwater.thanks to mariot. what's next girls?