Colorado,USA

If you get the chance to visit USA, dont go to those overrated places eg LA, New York but spend sometime in this state, Colorado. Amazingly beautiful.

Mengomel

I promised myself long time ago, that I will travel to as much places possible whenever I'm working.

So thats what I did, and I still have a lot of places that I really wanted to go.

Do you know why? It is not so much because of the fact that I can put up nice pictures on facebook, but the reason is mainly because I want to see the world through other people's eyes. Believe me when I say, everytime you do that, you will get to know yourself better! U'll start to discover a lot of things about yourself that you never really knew. It is fun, trust me!

Getting to know myself is the best life lesson.I always have this reminder in my heart :

'Don't try to chase facts about other people when you barely know the facts about yourself '

When we know ourselves better, we become less angry, less whiny, we understand that some things in life happen  for a reason, we become more gratitude on what we have rather than complaining on things we don't have in hand, we're not interested anymore in playing finger-pointing-blaming games, we become brave enough to admit our mistakes, we start to prioritize things in our life, we start to realize the word 'cool' is not cool anymore & whenever we face difficulties or arguments, we have this ability to put ourselves in other's shoes. We become adults, we become wise.  

Because the first step to become a better person, is to fix & improve your inner self and like what we expected, it is the hardest thing ever.

One Day

Dikala anda lena diulit mimpi, ada orang di luar sana bersengkang mata mencari rezeki. So please stop complaining & bersyukur dengan nikmat kurnian Allah s.w.t :)

Messy mess

Sometimes, the one you hurt the most is the last person you want to hurt..

... yourself.

Grumpy Weather

Its really unusual to have snow over here in West Texas, but this is the third time since I got here.

Heater at home didnt work.We're asked to just stay at home due to very bad snow shower & poor visibility.

I'm going crazy.

Como Estas?

When u're abroad, it is always fun to learn about other's culture & way of living.

But trust me, the most exciting part is when u can tell people YOUR culture & way of living.

Especially to those people who think Malaysia is located on another planet in our solar system.

When 8 out of 10 new people I met in a week told me that they actually went back home & googled map Malaysia, it brought me a big smile :)

Oh roomateku!

Mariah Elenah, congratulation anda sudah menjadi tunangan orang!

After going through all the moments, you deserve this one. And I still miss youu.

I'll pray for your happiness from here :)

p/s : Can I skip your wedding, and only go back home for your Bachelorette party? hahaha

Oh December

Orang macam saya ni, patut dicampak jauh2 pergi planet lain.

Talk about snowing today..

Ya Allah ya Tuhanku..

Peliharalah aku dari kekecewaan,
Ya Allah ya Tuhanku yg Maha Mengerti
Berikanlah aku kekuatan melontar bayangannya jauh kedada langit
Hilang bersama senja nan merah..
Agar ku bisa berbahagia walaupun tanpa bersama dengannya..

Ya ALLAH ..
Gantikanlah yg telah hilang,
Tumbuhkanlah kembali yg telah patah
Walaupun tidak sama dg dirinya..

Ya Allah ya Tuhanku..
Pasrahkanlah aku dg Takdir-Mu,
Sesungguhnya apa yg telah Engkau takdirkan adalah yg TERBAIK buatku,
Kerana Engkau Maha Mengetahui sgala yg terbaik buat hamba-Mu ini

Ya Allah,
cukuplah Engkau saja yg Menjadi pemeliharaku
didunia dan diakhirat
Dengarlah rintihan dari hamba-Mu yg daif ini
Jangan Engkau biarkan aku sendirian
Didunia ini maupun diakhirat..

Jauhkan aku dari hal2..
yg menjurus kearah kemaksiatan & kemungkaran,
Maka kurniakanlah aku seorang pasangan yg beriman,
Supaya Aku dan dia dpt membina kesejahteraan hidup kejalan yg Engkau Ridhai
Dan kurniakanlah padaku keturunan yg soleh/solehah,
Amin..

Reminiscing is healthy, sometimes.

If we play that 'Spot the differences' game, I bet we can list out thousands of them from this piece.

But only one, one thing that will never ever fade.

The memory.

Love you, beautiful ladies :)